@babab Just know very well that I miss you terribly, and I still love and long for you. I don't understand what happened, but I truly hope you're okay. Don't think I don't think about you all day long. Are you alright? Will we stay up late tonight like we usually do? I truly don't feel like my day is any better without you, and I'm so sorry if I did anything to upset you. But know that I never would ever intentionally hurt you. You'll always be a part of my soul. I wish we could talk and figure out what's going on. I really want to. If you ever truly loved me, I hope we can talk and stay up late tonight and sort this out together.