and here Iam back to my cold loneliness that I had gotten used to I never wanted to return to it but I think it’s better than staying with people who make me feel like a burden or ignore my messages I want to apologize to everyone I’ve hurt or said things to that made them sad or cry I don’t think I’m someone who can live among people… I was created for loneliness until death I’m truly tired of the constant neglect from those I love talking to Damn my heart that brought me to this state and damn my mind that believes everything it sees And I’m sorry to everyone